Not Sure

Do you ever have those days that you are not sure? Well today is one of those days. While I was getting ready for church, I could not pin point what was going on or what I was feeling. I had mixed emotions. I always blame those feelings on, oh, I should just stay home, that would solve everything and I would feel so much better. My stomach was doing a few flip flops, my head could not stop thinking, and I walked out and saw that my kids had decorated the house with all of their blankets and garbage. I was not a happy camper at all at this point. I decided to pull it together and get my crap together and get to church. I am not the most active person in the world in my church and my poor dad worries about me, but I do have a very strong testimony. I try to tell my dad not to worry about me, but I think as parents we will always worry about our kids. Today was a day that I am glad I made it to church. It was one of those days that I needed to hear what was said. I don't know if you are religious or not, but do you ever have those times when you swear they are talking to you? It is like they knew what you needed to hear. I had that today. I am glad I got my crap together and made it. I still am having a day that I am not to sure how I feel, but I can tell you this. I know what I felt today and that will get me thru it until I pin point the other.