So long

Wow, it has been so long since I have posted. I am not sure how people can post everyday and keep up with this great idea of a blog. I have had so many things happen, but yet so many things that I would not share on a public blog. All I can say, is the same thing I think I always say. Things always happen for a reason. Even when I don't know how things will ever go on, they just do. I then look back and say, Oh my gosh, I am so glad that happened. I can not even imagine how things would be if that change would have never taken place. There is always a plan out there for each of us. It is just a matter of us listening and following the plan that is suppose to work, or taking our own plan into our hands and hoping that everything will turn out.

Adults

There are some adults in this world that I deal with that are so immature. I am not sure how they are happy inside with the things they display on the outside. Why has the world turned into such a jealous lifestyle that has us always trying to out do the next person, or try to be better then the next person. What happened to the attitude that we are just happy for people when they do well, or when they get something. Where did that all go. To many times we are so worried that we might not get something, or we might miss out on something. If you have that fear, then jump in and accomplish things you want to accomplish. Go achieve the things you want to achieve. But stop trying to bring people down with you, when you do those things. Do them for yourself. Work hard for yourself. People just need to stop worrying so much about what the other person is getting or doing. Life is short. Have fun and enjoy your life, whatever that might be.

Go out and make the best of it.

Wow

I find it so funny that yesterday I posted about my mornings waking up, and what I have to look forward to, and boom it happened this morning.

When I started this crazy blog thins, I wrote about a woman that I really respected, and how she really touched my life. I was giving her all kinds of credit, and then as the days went on, I wrote about how she changed things so fast by a few words that she tried to tell.

This morning I woke up to a text from her. It was so out of the blue that I had to read it a few times actually. I was blown away by what it said. I am telling you. My mornings and what I wake up with, there is never a dull moment ever.

Waking Up

So my world is a little different then most people out there. When I go to bed, I give thanks for whatever I need to give thanks for. Mainly that I am still alive and I have not taken to many people down and out of my path that day. When I finally lay down I always say to myself, "Tomorrow has got to be better then today" My next thought is, what am I going to wake up to through out the night. My phone will usually ring a few times through out the night. Sometimes they are good calls and others are a waste of my time. Depending on how early my phone rings, will determine how my day will be. That is crazy isn't it? Who wakes up wondering how their phone will ring and how that will set the tone for the day. What a life I live. It is a good thing I like it most of the days.

Some Things Better Left Unsaid

Do you ever have days that things are going well and you are enjoying your day, then Smack. Something happens and within a blink of an eye, your mood changes, your thoughts change and everything about the day has now changed. I have learned on those days, to just keep my mouth shut and not say anything more. I open my mouth sometimes when I just should have bit my tongue and let certain things fly out the window. But instead I have to say, oh well next time I won't say a word. And then I have to go about my day like things are A ok.

So with all of that being said, I will try harder to leave things unsaid and put a lovely smile on my face and hold back the words and just say it so no one can hear.

Holding Onto Something

I don't know about you, but do you ever need something to hold onto or look forward to so you can make it one more day? I know I like to have something to look forward to so that each day does not seem like the day I just had yesterday. Some days just go on and on. You wonder when something will change. Something all of a sudden changes, and it is like dang, I was not ready for that. I like to look forward to a trip or a event. It helps me get thru my days that just run together. Lately when the late afternoon hits, I sit there and think, oh my gosh, I have to do all of this tomorrow. Get up, shower, do make up and hair and do the same thing again. I know sounds, crazy, but believe me. Day after day it gets old. I want to look forward to a trip, or a really neat event or ANYTHING that is not my normal day. I just want a trip. I think a trip might change my day or weeks up a little. I know I am not looking forward to Winter. That sounds awful. I like sunshine and warm days to sit outside and enjoy the kids. I don't like to be stuck inside where no one sees each other for 5 months. You forget you even have neighbors. To funny.

So here is to looking forward to something. I hope everyone has something to look forward too. I hope I can find something.

Rainbows

As we drove through the mountains the other night, there were 2 beautiful rainbows. One was right above the other one. As we got closer to them the colors were so bright. I thought of a rainbow compared to life. Sometimes things in our lives are so bright that you do not want them to ever end. Other times when they start to fade away you are ok with that, or maybe not. A rainbow always has such perfect color formation, perfect color, perfect alignment. You can look at a rainbow and just stare at it and be amazed how it never ends, it just keeps going and following you as you are driving. If life could only be like a rainbow. What would the world be like. Would every thing be just so perfect that we would get bored, or would things be less complicated because things would be so simple and defined. Just interesting when you think about it.