Lies

I like many of you, have some things in life that bug us. One of the things that about put me over the edge is lying. We all have done it, and some of us may even continue to do it. It is not going to get you any further ahead then where you are now if you lie. You will get caught. I am sure there are many people that try and try to cover more and more things up. As they start to cover things up, they get deeper and deeper in their web of lies. I am not sure how they can sleep at night, let alone look people in the eye. Maybe that is why so many people do not look at people in the eye because they are full of lies.

I am struggling with something I heard yesterday. There is a person that has stated the biggest lie she could ever state. It hit someone so hard when she heard what the lie was, that I thought I was going to lose her. You see this lie hit this person right in the heart. The person that lied is going to cause more damage to people then she might have ever thought could be possible. She is leading some people down a path that they do not know much about. Because of that they could cause more damage then anyone would ever ask for. This person that has lied would never be able to look this other person ever in the eyes. Her web of lies will not be able to last long. How could they not eat her alive. How does she sleep, how does she eat, how does she even wake up in the morning and go about her day? She is going to crumble, she is going to fail. You can not live your life full of lies. You will get caught. Everyone usually does.

The person that took this lie so close to her heart is one of the most incredible person I have ever met. She holds her integrity higher then you can ever imagine. She is looked at by others as a very reputable person. She is looked at as very professional, very ethical, very intelligent and the one person you would want on your side. She has the biggest heart, the most concern for a human, the friend that you would miss if she was gone. I am proud to say that she is my friend. I am honored to know her. The person that has lied has no idea who she truly is dealing with.

To the person out there that has caused this lie. You know what you have done, you know what you did. You did everything on your on free will. You held your head high when you did not lie. You blessed people that are going to ask why. You will cause more pain then you will ever want to bear. You think the pain was hard when you left? You have no idea what is ahead of you. I don't want even to think what you will live with for the rest of your life. How will you ever hold your head high. How will you ever remember the time, when your life was right before your eyes, before you told us, you wanted to die.

True Statement

Boy is my title so true today. Something has happened today that has made me really look back at actions and tried to play things over and over in my head of what has just hit. The more and more I think about things, the more and more I know without a doubt in my mind, that our actions and our choices, put us where we are today. You see, it is called free agency. We all have it, we all can use it. When we do decide to use it, it can change everything. Boy how that can make a difference. Sometimes it could be good, sometimes it can just suck. No other words for it. I will have to sit here and keep pondering on what has happened today. Someday I will be able to tell the tale.