Waking Up

So my world is a little different then most people out there. When I go to bed, I give thanks for whatever I need to give thanks for. Mainly that I am still alive and I have not taken to many people down and out of my path that day. When I finally lay down I always say to myself, "Tomorrow has got to be better then today" My next thought is, what am I going to wake up to through out the night. My phone will usually ring a few times through out the night. Sometimes they are good calls and others are a waste of my time. Depending on how early my phone rings, will determine how my day will be. That is crazy isn't it? Who wakes up wondering how their phone will ring and how that will set the tone for the day. What a life I live. It is a good thing I like it most of the days.