My Stomach

My stomach will not stop hurting. It does not hurt like I have anxiety. It hurts like something is not sitting right. I know why I have it, I just can't seem to get it to go away. I will be so ready for this to be over with already. Everyday something new is discovered and it always seems to pin point it back to we were right. I am sure as heck not saying we are perfect, but we really keep figuring things out. It is so interesting to me that as you start talking thru things with people, that your memory is jogged and you think of different things that will help you solve the issue at hand. I want to lay it all out on a table for everyone to see it, have every person involved at the table, and then let's see who starts talking. It goes back to, can everyone look each other in the eyes as they are talking. That will be the true test. I know this can not happen because people want to make a few bucks. That bites because I think that could solve it all fast.

So we will sit and wait it out again to see where the next ball is thrown. I hope I can keep hanging in there to see this thing thru. I am not sure how many more I can take. On the other hand, I better just suck it up because as long I am doing this, this kind of crap will keep getting thrown at me.